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[Mar. 21st, 2026|05:49 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	car	]
[	Current Mood	\|	crazy	]
[	Current Music	\|	Last ~ Nine Inch Nails	]

On my way to the carnival. My mom’s friend and her 2 kids are coming along as well. I’m not sure how I feel about being stuck in a car with a 4 year old and an infant… at least the baby is quiet and isn’t shitting himself and screaming though lmao Edit [march 21 2026 @7:41 pm]: URGH come the fuck on already we’ve been driving around since like 4pm and we’re still not there. It’s not even that far away

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I am eating toast WITHOUT butter

[Mar. 20th, 2026|07:54 am]

[	Current Music	\|	my little fantasy - 4 tune fairytales	]
[	Current Location	\|	bed	]
[	Current Mood	\|	awake	]

hello world... I am pretty bored right now. Today is an inset day, that means I don't go ta skewl. I just bought some books on html and css coding, believe me the kuona kuona website WILL be up!!!! hahhahaahhahahhahahahahh!!!!!!!! My computer science teacher is gonna fucken LOVE me. I love computer science lessons, Its a shame I just suck at coding. NOT FOR LONG THOUGH!!!! PASSION!!!!!
oh yeah, I got my gsce results and I am doing art and computer science! and obviously maths and english and science.. ugh

right now I'm playing on picmix and making the worst images ever of myself

Im gunna take my sister to all the spots I hangout in in town. I'll be sure to take some piccies

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xoxo

[Mar. 20th, 2026|01:54 am]

[	Tags	\|	yapping	]
[	Current Location	\|	My Den	]
[	Current Mood	\|	sleepy	]

I've got something very special for y'all!!! A STORYYYYYY!!! Picture this, it's Wednesday night, and I'm beginning to head to bed after doing some homework until I get an email notification on my cell out-of-the-blue from... CHICKEN SMOOTHIE, of all websites?! You know, that one petsite that's boring as balls and really fucking green? Yeah, that one! The email had no details of what the private message from a mod was about and asked me to login; so I did. And HOLY FUCKING SHIT I was pissed!!! This mod asked me to remove my link to my website since it wasn't "kid-friendly" and sum other bullshit; they provided me a list of straight-up nothingburgers and nitpicks which wasn't an issue for a YEAR btw!!! I was shocked and wanted to defend my art and my self-expression from this unfair attack by some random loser; so I explained myself to the best of my ability, and it pretty much seemed like this moderator had bricks for brains since he replied with this generic NPC ass response that failed to see my perspective... Great! I yapped some more but pretty much just gave up, and removed the link... BOOOOOOO YOU STINK!!! >:[

Just go have a read...

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when in doubt she will just get both

[Mar. 17th, 2026|09:30 pm]

[	Tags	\|	life, vent	]
[	Current Music	\|	creatures of the night	]
[	Current Mood	\|	drained	]
[	Current Location	\|	my scary girl cave	]

hello hello.. um, i don't know where or how to start this, but today was good.. kind of. today was my honor roll so i didn't have classes today (though i did have to attend the honor roll.. obvi) and, well, i got high honor! i kind of wish i was able to get academic excellency but high honor is good too. after the honor roll my dad took me to eat some really good mexican food. it's nice eating something that isn't the same rice with nothing or mystery meat i eat everyday... though, i'm kinda depressed too, i guess? well, maybe i shouldn't use "depressed" but you get it. i haven't had the motivation to do much of anything lately. i barely eat, sleep, shower, go to the bathroom.. i only do those things "as-needed", now. i just stay in bed isolated from the rest of the world for most of my day now. i don't have much interest in many of the things i used to love, either. it's just so fucking.. pathetic, i guess? hell, i can't even find the motivation to draw! and when i do, it just comes out all wrong. today i was trying to start the drawing i wanted to make for Anouk after making a couple of drafts but it just looked awful. it was horribly planned out, i wasn't confident with my strokes, and so much more.

i've been having tons of intrusive thoughts too. real awful stuff. i don't know.. maybe it's just lack of sleep or something. i do really miss being able to get things done and actually like them, though.. i hate that i'm losing passion and interest to do anything now. i miss being a normal, functioning human being who actually HAD hobbies. this is for sure just a phase though, i'll probably get over it next week.. maybe? hopefully so, i hate feeling like this...

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Class was boring and the sky is blue!!!!

[Mar. 17th, 2026|07:50 pm]

[	Tags	\|	yapping	]
[	Current Music	\|	Centhron - Aeterna 6	]
[	Current Mood	\|	anxious	]
[	Current Location	\|	My Den	]

Hellooooooo, peeps!!! I had my showreel portfolio class today, and I was bored as fuck and more interested in doodling shit in MS Paint and worrying about my careers' homework that I have to give in today :/ I swear no one in my class wanted to do this portfolio development bullcrap other than one of my pookies (which isn't shocking since she's big into wanting to go into the industry), and even then, that's because she knows what she wants to do in life. I'm also worried about my dissertation that's due in on Monday... Like I know my topic inside-and-outside; and I've got the research but still... STRESSFUL!!!! At least my parents somewhat believe in me... I guess? But after all this is over I'll be FREE! Kinda... heh... └|ﾟεﾟ|┐

Also can I just say that Centhron's fucking fire because HOLY SHIT this band roxxxxx!!! <3 Anyway here's the goofy doodles; it's Seth getting ragebaited by Twoface, lulz. Sorry it looks so shitty, I had to use a mouse since the computer room has no drawing tablets, and I was trying to not get caught. Linkie~!

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aaaaa

[Mar. 16th, 2026|08:56 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	excited	]
[	Current Location	\|	my room	]
[	Current Music	\|	Living Dead Girl ~ Rob Zombie	]

Going to Dave and Buster’s tomorrow :)

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Buncha glamfur + human stuff by Kaz, Kur, and Lee Lee that I’ve never seen

[Mar. 16th, 2026|08:19 pm]

nu_glamfur
[steadysystematicdecline]

[	Current Mood	\|	calm	]
[	Current Location	\|	my room	]
[	Current Music	\|	NOTHIN >:(	]

If you see any duplicates of any pics in these folders please ignore it because I’m a giant doofus lmfao. Anyway if these links don’t work I’ll be so pissed xd ( Read more... )

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Proof that I'm not a lazy bum

[Mar. 16th, 2001|10:07 pm]

[	Current Music	\|	a video about some language that interests me a lot recently	]
[	Current Mood	\|	busy	]
[	Current Location	\|	where do you think??	]

Before we begin, yes I remade another journal layout because the previous 'red and rosy' one that lasted only a week looked so fugly that I wish I never made it. Make me aware about how insecure I really am, but recently I think my layout making skills are deteriorating. But besides from all of the negativity, I think the results of this current journal layout are satisfactory. The main image thingy at the top was inspired by an album of Björk's called Post, because ya know, Björk is my religion and she is the goddess that I believe in (I just really like her music XD)

So I have been doing work experience for over 2 months now and it's for a college lesson.. project.. thing? and I still am doing it to this day which I think is amazing. The first term which was on January 6th to February 10th i think, was when I had to work in this lovely café with lovely, friendly co-workers? (I'm still not used to job-related lingo).

I spent most of my Tuesday mornings just cleaning up dishes and trays that people leave. But there were some times where I did all sorts of things such as cleaning tables along with customer service where I figured out how to use a till because I am so old that I don't even understand how to use modern technology lol.

I just loved that place very much and I get feelings every now and then about how I want to go back and actually work there. The staff and co-workers were the sweetest people ever, the atmosphere was very vintage - also the only music that played in the café were from the 1970s or 80s?! Love the vintage nostalgic vibes <3

While for the second term, which is on February 24th to March 24th (which is very soon nooo ;-;), I paired up with 3 other people in my class and we went to a local vocational centre. Most people in my class are annoyingly strange to me and I'm the quietest one lol. The rest went to work on mechanical engineering, while I worked in a hair and beauty salon with a girl who I actually get along with! She's the only one in my class I actually talk to because she's normal to me...

N E way, I think the salon place is really cool; the beauty staff member and the normal girl taught me how to style nails and hair (of course!). So far, I painted 2 pairs of nails and I also straightened hair (the first pair was painted in camouflage colours, very military-core and the second pair which I prefer, is the one with a red glittery base with a white drawn heart on them).

There could be a way I could end this entry as it's ridiculously long, but I will just ~~leave it on a cliffhanger instead~~ make a separate entry about my second term! Bye lovelies! <3

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Sorry for the spam T_T

[Mar. 16th, 2026|11:02 am]

[	Current Music	\|	Moment in time- robs project	]
[	Current Mood	\|	distressed	]
[	Current Location	\|	School.. shivering and crying	]

I’m so scared right now, it started with a surprise math test second period on a topic I wasn’t even there for. I started having a small one of my spaz tweaker meltdowns, until the teacher sent me up to isolation to calm down. Guess what happened then? THE FIRE ALARM RANG. By then I was having a full blown panic attack, I couldn’t speak, I couldn’t move, I couldn’t hear anything but the loud fire alarms ringing. It was a nightmare. Just the thought of standing in a soggy field with blaring alarms and the entire thousands of students running all over the place almost gave me a stroke.
so yeah, teachers were screaming at me for not moving I think, and next thing I know the muddafucken HEADTEACHER was there to yell at me too. He said he was going to call my dad to pick me up , and I shouted “no!!!” Because if my dad misses another day of work we’re literally going to be evicted from the flat he lives in, and he’ll be homeless. I don’t know what to do, he called my dad to pick me up anyway and now I’m panicking over that too.
and my makeup was so good too this morning.. and it’s completely ruined

also, am I the only one that finds it weird that the headteacher of my all girls school is a man?

I’m in the car now.. listening to the gravitation soundtrack. I look like the final boss of a game called Smokey eye chronicles

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[Mar. 15th, 2026|08:37 pm]

nu_glamfur
[kuonakuonarevolution]

[	Current Mood	\|	amused	]
[	Current Music	\|	feels like heaven	]

Er.. I feel like I should contribute to this place at least once so Here's a drawpile me and Bizette just doodled on

myself, Ringo, Ikari, Gigabyte (c) moi
Daichi, chisa, lullaby (c) Bizette

as you can see, biz' ones are higher in quality..... mine are higher in quantity ROFL

good luck reading my £5 drawing tablet scrawny handwriting! 8D

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good morning america

[Mar. 15th, 2026|02:39 pm]

[	Current Music	\|	my ipod on shuffle... still looking for that one song I told ang about	]
[	Current Mood	\|	happy	]
[	Current Location	\|	bed... covered with straw from the haybales	]

Howdy, yall! (get it... america)
I just came back from playing around in the haybales with my sister. I took some videos on my camera but I'll link them here l8r cuz I cannot be arsed to now.

I got my wonky headphones replaced, but my ipod is still a total fire hazard. when I was charging it in the car with a battery pack I couldn't stop daydreaming about it bursting in2 flames and me yanking it as far as possible out the window as I could. Fun... I hope I get to do that someday

Also, I'm trying to delete wlm messenger to get an older msn, because my messages never send to Biz or Nikki and I think it's just a wlm problem. so If you have any issues talking to me later today just hit me up on.. deviantart profile comments.. and I'll TRY patch yahoo. of course, that is if I can find a way to delete windows live messenger. it doesn't even show up on the uninstalling tab! grrr.

err.. what else? I wanna draw Nikki's skinned chicken cat man juha and his new pet shower curtain. I totally ship them, is that wrong? X_X

to end off, I'm totally fangirling over that icon Bizette made for me just now. GAZE UPON HIM 8D

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